Friday, June 17, 2011

A mouthful...


Okay, here's the first recipe of my blog! The reason I gave it the title, "A mouthful..." is because it was a nice biteful of deliciousness (and it has a really loooong name)!

I like to call it, "Free Form Polenta Lasagna with Homemade Marinara and Fresh Basil." Oh yeah, Baby!

Here goes...

Marinara Directions:

1/2 cup extra-virgin olive oil
2 small onions, finely chopped
3 garlic cloves, finely chopped
3 stalks celery, finely chopped
2 carrots, peeled and finely chopped
1/2 tsp salt
1/2 tsp freshly ground black pepper
1/4 tsp ground cayenne
1/2 tsp fennel seed
2 tsp sugar
2 T red cooking wine
1/2 tsp red wine vinegar
2 (32-ounce) cans whole peeled tomatoes in puree
2 dried bay leaves

In a large casserole pot, heat the oil over a medium-high heat. In a food processor, pulse together the onion and garlic cloves (peeled!) until finely chopped. Add the onions and garlic and saute until the onions are translucent, about 10 minutes. Meanwhile, chop the celery and carrots in the food processor. Add the finely chopped celery, carrots and the salt, black pepper, ground cayenne and fennel seed to the sauteed onions and garlic. Saute until all the vegetables are soft, about 10 minutes. Meanwhile, remove the whole tomatoes from the can and pulse in the food processor until the desired size. Add the processed tomatoes, the puree that they came in, the bay leaves, sugar, red cooking wine and red wine vinegar into the pot. Simmer uncovered over low heat until the sauce thickens, about 1 hour. Remove and discard the bay leaves. Season the sauce with more salt and pepper to taste. If they sauce is to chunky for you, just cool the sauce for a little bit and process some or all of it in the food processor until desired consistency.

Polenta Directions:

Buy a roll of polenta. (Or in the South we call it, "Mush!")
Slice roll into desired thickness. About 1/4" slices.

1/2 c all-purpose flour
1/4 c Parmesan cheese, grated
1/2 tsp salt
1/4 tsp garlic powder
1/8 tsp freshly ground black pepper
Oil to fry with

Combine all ingredients (except polenta) on a plate or in a shallow bowl. Dust polenta slices with the mixture trying to make sure to completely cover the polenta.

Heat a large nonstick skillet with oil coating the bottom of the pan. Fry dusted polenta 2-4 minutes on each side, until golden brown. Drain on paper towels. (I then placed them in the oven on 200 degrees on a cookie sheet to keep them warm while frying the rest of the polenta.)

Cheese mixture:

2/3 c ricotta cheese (or dry cottage cheese)
1/2 c shredded Italian Blend Cheese

In a small bowl, combine cheeses until well blended.

Putting it all together:

Place fried polenta slices on a broiler pan (I cover the pan with foil to help with the clean up). Place 1 T of cheese mixture on each slice of polenta. Broil until cheese is melted and bubbling. Place desired serving on a plate. I preferred 2 slices of polenta. Spoon your fabulous homemade marinara sauce over the polenta (sprinkle a little extra shredded Italian Blend Cheese on top - because HEY who doesn't like a little extra cheese?!) and top with fresh basil sprigs. Enjoy!

FYI - This recipe is NOT gluten-free.

More than a little frustrated

Well, I got the results back on my scope/biopsies. Pretty much inconclusive. That's great. My blood levels indicate that I have Celiac Disease, but the scope/biopsies...not as much. They took biopsies of my esophagus and small intestines. My stomach shows some spots (they said mostly from ibuprofen use). No ulcers. I guess that's good news! However, the gastroenterologist didn't find much damage to my small intestines (which would indicate Celiac Disease). She sent in the biopsies of what she did see and the pathologist says that they seem to indicate CD. I was really hoping for a definitive answer. Yes or No. Celiac Disease or Not Celiac Disease. I didn't get to talk to the doctor. It's one of those deals where you call their office and enter a code number and there's a recorded message from the doctor with the results. Sometimes I hate technology. I wish I could have gotten the results directly from the doctor. I have questions. "See you in two months" was part of the message. Do I really have to wait two months to ask my questions? Ugh. Don't get me wrong. I don't want to be sick. I would much rather have had the test come back as Not Celiac Disease. I just wanted a definite answer! Life goes on...

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Glad that's over with!

Yesterday I had my scope/biopsies done. Everything went extremely well. To be honest with you, I was dreading the IV more than the actual procedure. You see, when I had my first c-section they had to try 5 times to get my IV. I have tiny, rolling veins. What can I say. BUT, the lady who did my IV yesterday got it on the first try and with such a small amount of pain! She was phenomenal! I've had blood work that was more painful than that IV.

As expected, I slept through the entire procedure. Didn't feel a thing. Just sleepiness and dizziness followed. I can definitely deal with that!

My parents kept the kids overnight. So after the scope I had a 2-3 hour nap. Then we went for a light supper and to Starbucks to sip coffee and talk. I love my husband. I think we can talk about everything. I think we could talk without stopping until the cows come home (whatever that means). My parents still have the kids, so I'm not quite sure what to do with the quiet time! So I'm doing laundry, baking cookies and blogging.

God is good. No matter what the test results are...God is good.

P.S. You need to try Starbucks "Three Region Blend!" Wowsers! It is great. Ranks up there with their Casi Cielo that I just love.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Just a little anxious...

Well, tomorrow is the big day. I have my scope/biopsies to see if I do indeed have Celiac Disease. I am both eager (to get it done and over with) and anxious (for obvious reasons).

I'm hoping to find some comfort. Comfort in just knowing. Knowing whether or not I have Celiac Disease. Whether the fatigue and pain have been all in my head or if indeed there is a physical reason for it.

Fortunately I have a wonderful husband who has taken the entire day off to be with me and a great set of parents who are going to watch our kids for the day. (Not an easy task that I take lightly!)

Although I am anxious, I do find relief in knowing that my children (and I) are all cared for.

I would appreciate your prayers for wisdom for the doctor, and for the ability to accept whatever results the test concludes. I know that God is in control. He knew that I'd be going through this before He even formed me in my mother's womb. And as His child, I know He'll be right there with me. Thank you, Lord!

As soon as I know the results of the test, I will blog all the gory details. Maybe.

THEN...maybe this will actually turn into the food blog that I'd fully intended it would be!



Wednesday, May 18, 2011

"PMA"

Growing up in a military household, I've been raised with a multitude of acronyms. Many of which escape me at present (sorry Dad!). One acronym does come to mind today, and that is PMA (or Positive Mental Attitude). As a somewhat melancholy natured person, I tend to focus on what's wrong, how to fix it, and then get busy fixing said problem. Since Celiac Disease was first given as a suggested diagnosis for my many symptoms, I've been searching. Searching for ways to substitute gluten in all the recipes that I can't have anymore. Breads, bagels, stuffing, cake, doughnuts, etc., etc., etc...

BUT not today! Thanks to a fabulous blog that I have checked almost daily for wonderful recipes to inspire me, I have been focusing on all the things that I CAN have! In her post today, Kate Morgan Jackson of Framed Cooks, said the following, "I'm thinking there is some pulled pork over grits in my future sometime very, very soon." DUH! Instead of having BBQ on bread, I can have BBQ over GRITS! yummy! I know she won't read this, but THANKS KATE!!! Here's just a few wonderful things that I can still have:

1. chocolate covered strawberries (which I just finished making - thank you very much!)
2. ice cream
3. grilled chicken (and just about any other meat that's not prepackaged, and some that are prepackaged!)
4. pineapple
5. kiwi
6. oranges
7. bananas (do you see a trend here?)
8. cucumbers
9. onions
10. tomatoes
11. potatoes
12. several different Mexican dishes (that use corn tortillas and not flour tortillas)
13. salad (hold the croutons please:)
14. celery with peanut butter
15. homemade salsa and corn chips
16. popcorn
17. homemade vegetable soup
18. fried eggs
19. cottage cheese
20. sliced cheese with apples
21. French fries (at home or at a restaurant like Five Guys that doesn't fry anything else in their fryers)
22. COFFEE
23. some potato chips
24. sweet tea
25. pickles
26. yogurt
27. string cheese
28. sauteed cabbage
29. baked potatoes (with lots of butter! and salt & pepper)
30. scrambled eggs
31. spaghetti squash with spaghetti sauce
32. popsicles
33. cashews
34. smoothies (we made some mango/peach/strawberry smoothies that were so refreshing last week)
35. chili (serve with corn chips and shredded cheddar for a change)
36. peppers

There! I'm thirty-six years old. So I figure that thirty-six is a good number to stop at for now. I feel better. It's amazing what a PMA can do for someone...Thanks Dad!


Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Food for thought

I know this is supposed to be a cooking blog. That was my full intention when I began it almost a year ago. I had fully intended on creating a food blog that would kind of chronicle my favorite hobby (mainly for my children's sake - kind of like a family cookbook of sorts). But that's not what it's bloomed into of late. It's a place where I can say out loud the things that I would like to say to others, but no one really wants to hear.

I've been "surfing the web" trying to find wonderful recipes that our entire family will enjoy once I finally go gluten-free. I have discovered an interesting GF food blog that I enjoy. Today's post was particularly interesting. The blog is authored by Shauna James Ahern a.k.a. "The Gluten-Free Girl." Here's a quote from Ms. Ahern's blog post today that really struck home with me. It's quite lengthy, but bear with me.

"Even if you are wobbly at the stove or awkward at chopping or feel annoyed or pressured to be perfect when you cook? Give it time. You’ll find it.

Cooking is connection. It’s not about impressing. It’s about pausing from the chopping to lean your head down toward the board and breathe in the released smell of fresh cilantro. (If you don’t like cilantro, make it basil.) Cooking is about concentrating with an intent focus on something that’s in your hands and your heart, instead of your head. You can slip the day from your shoulders when you cook. You can let it all go. Start slicing the garlic.

If you feel like you don’t have time to cook, because your life is so busy (and believe me, we know busy), take a step back.

Eating great food that you know is gluten-free is your path to healing. Cooking for yourself or your hilarious friends or your kids is a gift you give. Sitting at the table with people is where the stories emerge, the relaxation takes place, the memories are formed. Why don’t you have time for this?

Your entire life is going to change because of this. You might as well allow it to happen fully. Arrange your life differently so you have a little time in the evening to cook.

You don’t want to miss this."

Wow. I've been struggling with a lot of things this year. I've had to morn the loss of friendships because of some life-changing decisions which we had to make (I won't go into those decisions here), and I've yearned to have people over. To have friends to share our life with. Don't get me wrong, Donnie and I have a great relationship. We talk more in one evening than most couples probably talk in days or possibly weeks. We talk about everything. Donnie and I also have 4 beautiful children that challenge and uplift us. But there's just something about having a close friend (or two) that you can share burdens and blessings with. We, like most homeschooling families, have been so busy this year. Especially this year! Being our first year of homeschooling has definitely stretched me to my physical limits. I have been battling the symptoms of Celiac Disease silently (for the most part) because I have no one who really would listen (other than my wonderful husband). My Mom is consumed (and rightfully so) by the needs of my Dad who is a 100 % medically retired veteran. My sister is also a homeschooling mother of 3 kids (who are older and involved in more things than my kids). But enough whining!

I'm ready to start getting my life in order. I can't wait to feel the beneficial affects (effects - I'm sorry. English grammar/composition has always been my stumbling block. But hey! It's a cooking blog, right?! Not a grammar blog!) of going GF! I can't wait to play with my children this summer without having to rest every 15-30 minutes. I'm ready to eat without feeling miserable. I eagerly looking forward to trying new recipes...

So hopefully, sometime in the near future, you will see pictures on this blog. Hopefully some recipes too. Many, I'm sure, will be from other fabulous GF blogs (to whom I will always give credit), but hopefully, many will be my own creations. I can't wait to give this gift to my family, my future friends, and to myself!


Monday, May 16, 2011

Still eating gluten...and miserable.

Well, last Friday I went to a gastroenterologist for the first time. She was wonderful! If you need a referral, just leave a comment and I'll get the info to you. Anyway, she does believe that I have Celiac Disease, but would like to take a biopsy for confirmation. While I am sedated for the biopsy of the small intestines, she's going to go ahead and check my esophagus for any problems since I have had some issues with acid too. I say get it all done at once so I don't have to be sedated again!

As per the gastro's instructions, I am still eating gluten at this time. If I stop taking in gluten then my body will begin to heal and thus I may receive a false negative in the scope procedure. It's difficult to keep eating something that you think might be causing your body to attack itself. In the meantime, I am eating gluten and I'm miserable.

I have just recently found the Whole Foods website that I'm sure so many people have already discovered. FA.BU.LOUS! Since Donnie is type 2 diabetic, we need to make some definite changes in our eating habits...for good! I have just started collecting recipes for things that we can all eat and enjoy. Our oldest son is allergic to eggs too. So basically I'm looking for gluten-free, egg-free, sugar-free recipes that taste good. It sounds like a challenge, but I think I'm up for it! Good thing I love to cook and experiment in the kitchen. The only problem is that most of the gluten-free flours, etc. are so expensive. So in the meantime, we're going to be eating a lot of lean meats, veggies and fruit. Sounds good to me! Especially since summertime is just around the corner! Can't wait to grill some chicken and steak along with some veggies! I have to say that I've always hated fish/seafood, but I recently saw a cooking show that featured some salmon that was grilled on a cedar plank. The salmon looked incredibly delicious, so I think I'm going to give it a try.

Looking forward to having that test done on June 1st so that I can begin my gluten-free journey. Of course we're leaving for vacation AFTER I get the test done. Of course we're not going on vacation before I go gluten-free. That would be too easy. This ought to be a challenge. I'm doing as much research about the place we're going to on vacation so that I can plan as much as possible. We have learned to adapt well to Gavin's egg allergy, so I'm sure this is just a matter of getting even better at reading food labels. One thing that I've gained since I've started looking at labels for gluten is a renewed interest in what I'm putting into my body (and into my children's bodies!). Which leads my random thinking to this thought...

Donnie recently rented a movie (for free at Family Video because it's a documentary) called, "Food, Inc." Very interesting. I'm going to check it out again. It was quite a bit to absorb in one viewing. It may also be available at your local library. There are 6 copies at our library, and they are all checked out! I wish we had more land so that we could have our own garden. I'd love to grow our own vegetables and fruit and have some chickens too. And maybe some honeybees too. I certainly hope I have more energy when I go gluten-free with all the dreams that I have for our family...